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DANTE’S DEMONS A Dean Winchester poetry collection.
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“My intention for this work was to read it aloud, but I feel I’ve made quite a few important messages more clear with the structure and layout. With that in mind I think the best way to get the full story from this collection is to listen to the audiobook and read the written version simultaneously.”
“And nothing, where I now arrive, is shining.”
FREE WILL
Yo guys! So, I finally finished my album (creatively titled ‘FREE WILL’) and you can download it here for FREE!!!!! Yaayyyy~
Anyways, it includes 6 brand new tracks that I have not yet released individually. So, get it here first, folks.
Hope you enjoy it. Any feedback would be absolutely wonderful.
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Abi Edwards - That Year
So, yeah, I had a bit of an ‘Imagine’ moment, and woke up with this tune in my head… then it turned into a song. Different style to what I usually do, not sure if I’ve pulled it off.
Sam’s POV. That year he spent alone must’ve been tough…
I’ve got no one, I don’t know where to go
Dean, I tried, but I’m so alone
Dean, I’m sorry it couldn’t go the way we planned, yeah,
I mean, I know you’re stuck in purgatory and I’m so sorry I didn’t carry on, no
But you left me all alone, you’re with Cas, and I have got no home
I mean, what am I supposed to do without you? I’m so lost I just can’t do this, no
I thought if I just stopped running, stop caring if I died
I could get up, get out, never said I didn’t try to do this alone
But it’s just too much and it’s just too hard,
Without you Dean, and without dad
To fight when I got nothing to fight for
I should’ve saved you, I should’ve saved you
If I’d have known you were coming back to me,
I would’ve never abandoned my family
I prayed to God to return you to me
But then I moved on, moved on from your memory
I built a life without you there
Never before had I been so scared
Without you
I had no one, I had nowhere to go
But now you’re back, Dean
Dean’s Mic Test.
This is my mic test for the SPN musical. Hehehe. Dean quotes and Kansas songs ahead!
Just a quick question for all the fans, no matter what type of fan you are (shipper, avid watcher, occasional watcher).
Is it your life? Does every fiber of your being scream ‘supernatural’? Have the bases of your DNA structure trasformed into S P N?
Ok, maybe that’s a bit much. But seriously, what does it mean to you?
Has it taugh you what family is? Is it your reason for keeping salt on your nightstand? Does the brotherly bond between Sam and Dean make your insides mushy?
I’d really appreciate it if you could leave me a few lines or words about your feels for this awesome show :)
Abi Edwards - I’m Not A Man
Supernatural song from Dean’s POV, all about his deep insecurities/inner thoughts or something like that.
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
I’m a failed son
Walkin’ in my fathers footsteps
tryin’ to be noticed
I can’t run
I can’t walk
I can’t breathe
I can’t do anything without
His memory haunting my head
I’m not a man, I’m not a man
I’m just hiding what I can
That I don’t know what happens
If you
Take away my car, take away my guns
Take away my friends and my family
Where would I run to then?
What would I do?
Where would I be without you?
Take away my car, take away my guns
Take away my friends and my family
alone, the way it should be
wallow in my misery
fear is all that I can see
What would I have without them with me?
Someone take away my guitar… and my mic… and my voice… heck, might as well take my sad excuse for a brain whilst you’re at it. I am so very sorry for this, but I felt compelled to post it because it’s Tuesday today.
7am waking up to Asia
gotta stay cool, gotta save Dean’s life
gotta get breakfast, pig n’ a poke
seeing everything the same way again
Cal’s gettin’ coffee, where’s my dang keys?
gotta get down to the mystery spot
gotta work this out
I see Dean die again
chokin on a sausage
crushed by a piano
just wanna know
how many Tuesday’s will this take?
It’s Tuesday, Tuesday
gotta kill Dean on Tuesday
everybody’s lookin’ forward to Wednesday, Wednesday
Tuesday, Tuesday
killin’ Dean on Tuesday
everybody’s lookin’ forward to this Wednesday
killin’ Dean, killin’ Dean
YEAH
trickin’ Sam, trickin’ Sam
YEAH
funfunfunfun
stupid trickster Archangel
7:45 they’re sittin in the diner
trying to Dean what’s goin on
he say Sam Winchester
cries his way through sex
Sam’s got this, Sam’s got this
but still Dean’s dying
Sam’s got this, Sam’s got this
it’s still Tuesday
killed in an axe fight
then electricution
just wanna know
how many Tuesday will this take?
It’s Tuesday, Tuesday
gotta kill Dean on Tuesday
everybody’s lookin’ forward to Wednesday, Wednesday
Tuesday, Tuesday
killin’ Dean on Tuesday
everybody’s lookin’ forward to this Wednesday
killin’ Dean, killin’ Dean
YEAH
trickin’ Sam, trickin’ Sam
YEAH
funfunfunfun
stupid trickster Archangel
yesturday was Tuesday, Tuesday
today it is Tuesday, Tuesday
Sam, Sam, Sam is so frustrated
he’s so frustrated
gunna catch this damn trickser
tomorrow is Tuesday, and Tuesday comes afterwards
I just want this Tuesday to end
It’s Tuesday, Tuesday
gotta kill Dean on Tuesday
everybody’s lookin’ forward to Wednesday, Wednesday
Tuesday, Tuesday
killin’ Dean on Tuesday
everybody’s lookin’ forward to this Wednesday
killin’ Dean, killin’ Dean
YEAH
trickin’ Sam, trickin’ Sam
YEAH
funfunfunfun
stupid trickster Archangel
Me at MCM Expo. Yeah, the first minute is me at 7am talking to a camera on a coach. Normal.
Abi Edwards - End Of Us (Supernatural Song)
From Dean’s POV, to Cas. 7x21 feels.
I never found the words to say
that if I was to die today
I’d want you to hold me close
You’d be the last thing that I’d see
and, between you and me
I think its always been this way
Please don’t leave me, please don’t leave me
you know I need you, you know I need you
I know you’re sorry, you said you’re sorry
this can’t be the end of us
It’s obvious that we have both changed
that doesn’t mean we can’t be the same
as we were before this mess
You could just put your trenchcoat back on
take my hand and we’ll carry on
fighting this war, side by side
Please don’t leave me, please don’t leave me
you know I need you, you know I need you
I know you’re sorry, you said you’re sorry
this can’t be the end of us
This can’t be the end of us x3
i didn’t dress up like Dean just to watch spn, no what are you talking about
You know what really pisses me off?
When we have pie in the fridge and I’m not going to get any.
